Ode to my brother.

I can't begin to explain how good a friend you are to me.
if i live to a hundred i doubt i could repay the favours you've done for me.
you probably don't realise the amount of stuff you do for people but it doesn't go unnoticed.
i am grateful as fuck and i hope you know that. i'm fairly sure you do.

on the way to discovering what we love, we will find everything that we hate, everything that blocks our path to what we desire.

I'm feeling alot better in myself recently. I've pulled my head out my arse and got over you. i have relatively little cares anymore and it's good to feel free again.
I've realised there are decent people about, and sooner or later i'll be with someone who makes me happy.
I've started speaking with someone from back home direction; it's a welcome change to have someone to randomly chat to through the day n have a bit banter with. =)
Keeps me smiling through boring uni days and times when i can't sleep. haha
all good. generally i just feel like stuff is picking up, i'm ready for summer; n hoping to go see some decent bands.
I miss home as well, i wanna try visit for a week or so near my birthday but just keep it quiet n stuff.
i appreciate i'm writing like a 'tard (cuz i'm high as fuck) but i don't care. again this is more for me as i didn't like leaving things on a sour note last time.
I feel that it was a bit out of perspective cuz i've spent so little time recently sad in comparison to the last couple of months.
fuck it. here's to stuff picking up.
i'm out.
Peaaace. x