"I believe that on the first night I went to Gatsby's house I was one of the few guests who had actually been invited..."

"...People were not invited--they went there"

Have you ever thought that sometimes, you try to be too much to too many? i feel i may be guilty of this.
This week has defiantely helped me appreciate that it isn't hard at all to sit back and appreciate people for who they are.
We all look for the good in people; and you don't always have to try so hard to convey that you are a good person.
The right people appreciate this fact, and as they realise that you are an honest person, you also realise the same about them.
It's just nice to meet such a collection of decent people.

random note - but you realise when you go to anywhere new, you have to explore that area for yourself.
However if you are inducted to that area with someone you entirely trust, you already have an insight as to what to expect.
This helps overcome inhibitions, and gives a feeling of almost entire safety.
I can't explain how amazing this is, or how grateful i am for being able to experience only the best of times possible.
I have only experienced amazing things for the last week, and i cannot recall the last time i spent a whole week enjoying myself; not having to worry about anything negative or derogatory.

For this i am grateful, endlessly and always.
I have had the most amazing mini-holiday, relaxed, enjoyed myself, met some amazing people and had fun.
All i can do is thank and commend the people i have met in this circumstance, for they have really tried to help me have the best of times, and done a fucking good job.

I cannot think how to explain it, but the people i've met and the time i've spent with them, have reassured me as to alot of things. I don't want to go into great detail, (this one's just for me) but as well as being amazing; i believe this 'holiday' has been of great benifit to me, my personality, and my friendships.
I can't express how much i have enjoyed myself and how beneficial it has been, and again how grateful i am.

So all i have to say is thank you.

"From this day to the ending of the world, we in it shall be remembered.
we few, we happy few, we band of brothers;
for he today that sheds his blood with me shall be my brother; be he never so vile.
This day shall gentle his condition; and gentlemen in England now a-bed, shall think themselves accursed they were not here, and hold their manhoods cheap while any speaks, that fought with us today."

Took some liberties, but it's a Shakespeare quote.

Peace. x