Happiness by the Kilowat

we sent 2979 texts to each other. you kept asking me how many all the time, you seemed pretty fascinated by it. so cute.

So i finally got round to listening to the song; you said it was about us.
It was previously about you and someone else, but you wanted to replace that.
i can only hope it worked, it's such a beautiful song; just never made time to sit n listen to it until today.



i keep wanting to text you, or ring you. anything.
i know it's stupid though, it kills me when i do.

i want to tell you every time you text me, for some reason my stupid phone shows me one of the random conversations we had over nearly 3000 texts.

i want to tell you every time you text or call, my phone still shows me that picture of us kissing. It feels like a lifetime ago, but i don't ever wanna lose that memory.

this still breaks my heart. i dunno why i do this to myself.