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i've spent a few days off the rails. i still am, i guess.
It's done alot for me, but i know it shouldn't.
I'm a serial run away-er.
but this is something i'm not going to ignore, or try to forget.
i'm gonna try again.
i'm expecting the worst; and anything else is a bonus.
i don't know what i'll do if this doesn't work.

"I know someday you'll have a beautiful life, i know you'll be a star in somebody elses sky;
...but why can't it be mine?"