'I haven't found a drug yet that can get you as high as sitting at a desk writing' - Hunter. S. Thompson.

Vietnam, me love you long time. All day, all night, me love you long time.
'Delta One-Niner, this is Alpha patrol. We are on the north-east face of hill Seven-Zero-Five and taking fire, I repeat, taking fire. Immediate air assistance required on the fucking double. Can you confirm?'
Radio static.
'I say again, this is Alpha patrol and we are taking fire. immediate air assistance required. can you confirm? We are taking fire. Please confirm. We are... Incoming, Incoming!'
Boom
'...Medic!'
Dropping acid on the Mekong Delta, smoking grass through a rifle barrel, flying on a helicopter with opera blasting out of loudspeakers, tracer-fire and paddy-field scenery, the smell of napalm in the morning.
Long time.
Yea, though i walk through the valley of death I will fear no evil, for my name is Russell. I was born in 1986.

Paraphrased from 'The Beach - Alex Garland'

So lets start with an apology for lack of blogs, Actually lets not. I don't owe you a fucking thing.
Its been an interesting weekend/week/span of time. with Hywel's birthday obviously there has been alot of malice and alcohol. We had a good night out on friday. I wore a suit for some reason. any excuse eh. there was fucking loads of decent people out. good laughs all round. good music. was pretty funny - we got some fucking funny photos.

So i think it's finally time to stop eating painkillers like smarties. seems pretty pointless now and there's been a couple of instances i've scared the shit out of myself so lets call it a day. I'll still say there's nothing quite like leading a life of excess. brightest flame burns quickest and all that. I just hate the idea of my actions upsetting my friends and those i care about.

i really don't know what to do for summer. My uni mates are going home, but i wanted to make the most out of having a flat in cornland since i missed last summer. i'm going up to see pearl jam at hyde park on the 25th of June or something, with some fucking old school friends. I am looking forward to this fiercely. I'm also hopefully gonna see a couple people while i'm up there have a little holiday which will be amazing!!

considering chopping off my mohawk. it's been over a year this time round. either that or growing it stupidly long.
dunno yet. i don't suit a shaved head, but im getting bored of mohawk times. hmm. Not sure.
Well i'm sick of writing, and there's nothing else i want to document to the public. so i'm out for now.

peaaaace. xxx