there's a highway to the edge, once a night you will drive yourself there.

Just a quick update so you know i haven't forgotten you blog. i'm feeling pretty de-motivated and apathetic about every aspect of my life at present.
i believe this may be due to withdrawl from various drugs and the stupid amount of uni work i have.
it's only temporary and hopefully i will be healthy, happy and busy withs tuff that actually matters again soon.
all i want to do at present is sleep.
doing a big fuck off research project alongside a dissertation and loads of revision. and trust; i am shite at work.
every aspect, motivation, research,t ime keeping, writing. you name it, i'm shit at it.
so that is lots of fun. just trying to get it out of the way then on with my life i guess.
i'm ready for adventure.
may edit a bit later if i find anything worth writing about. not gonna happen in the present state though.
work times. and being a miserable fuck. here's to summer and having this shit part done with.

let's do it, let's self destruct.