Let my own lack of a voice be heard.

So it's been a horrible week. absolutely denk. no cash, no drink, no smoke, no time for friends and play. NO FUCKING FUN


but it was friday yesterday.. mmmhmm. it was.

i handed my Law dissertation in which i'm feeling pretty good about; i've done so much work for it i hope it's reflected in the mark i get back. otherwise im just gonna go back to just scraping by with minimal effort.
so it was absolutely lovely weather; it got to like 23 degrees or something and there wasn't a cloud in the sky.
ended up being plied with beer and weed all night which was just what i needed. then watched some bullshit, mindless violence movie cuz i'm sick of being cultured for the time being.
again well needed.The suns out again today so i think it's time to play out.


I have someone on my mind; but i'm fairly sure i shouldn't. I really should learn my lesson with getting these ideas.
I just miss her i guess; it's nice when somebody else makes an effort too =)
oh well. summer times eh?


ok well like i said, i have sun to enjoy, i got some letters to write and some excellent weed to smoke.
love, peace and mohawk grease motherfuckers. xxx

"A self-destructive man feels completely alienated, utterly alone.
He's an outsider to the human community.
He thinks to himself, "I must be insane."
What he fails to realize is that society has, just as he does, a vested
interest in considerable losses and catastrophes.
These wars, famines, floods and quakes meet well-defined needs.
Man wants chaos.
In fact, he's gotta have it.
Depression, strife, riots, murder, all this dread.
We're irresistibly drawn to that almost orgiastic state created out of
death and destruction.
It's in all of us. We revel in it.
Sure, the media tries to put a sad face on these things,
painting them up as great human tragedies.
But we all know the function of the media has never been to eliminate
the evils of the world, no.
Their job is to persuade us to accept those evils and get used to
living with them.
The powers that be want us to be passive observers.
(Hey, you got a match?)
And they haven't given us any other options... outside the occasional,
purely symbolic, participatory act of voting.
You want the puppet on the right or the puppet on the left?
I feel that the time has come to project my own inadequacies and
dissatisfactions into the socio-political and scientific schemes."


"...Let my own lack of a voice be heard."