Wednesday, 5 May 2010

regress-reform-regret-repeat

Today started well. i had a nice long sleep for a change, albeit some pretty fucking wierd dreams.
dark dreams i can deal with, lucid dreaming ensures pretty much total control over dreams when practiced well.

so yeah, suns out. nice walk to uni.

"All truly great thoughts are conceived by walking."
Friedrich Nietzsche

uni was good - only in for two hours. decent lesson. but one text flipped me on my head. and it wasn't even malicious or bad or anything, it just sent me down a thought path im trying so hard to steer clear of.
Mr. Self Destruct
i'm fairly sure the time i spend feeling shit is getting less and becoming less frequent if that makes sense, so i'm nearly there. =)
but yeah after uni i saw ollie and a couple mates from college chilling on the grass so i had a nice relax and sit in the sun.

"A good writer possesses not only his own spirit but also the spirit of his friends."

I think i just need to spend more time in the company of mates. it's nearly summer and there's nothing better than just sitting in a patch of sun with some smoke and some beer and having fun purely through the company you keep, not the location you're at or the activities you engage in.
it's my last summer in cornwall, and i missed biggest part of last year down here so i intend to make the most of it. i still think i'll frequent truro even after i move. but only for the people here; nothing else.
...maybe the cathedral.


Live steady. Don't fuck around. give anything weird a wide berth - including people. It's not worth it. I learned this the hard way, through brutal over indulgence.

i'm gonna go play some basketball. try and chill the fuck out and concentrate on enjoying today. x



"This world is full of dangerous beasts - but none quite as ugly and uncontrollable as a lawyer who has finally flipped off the tracks of Reason. he will run completely amok - like a Priest into sex, or a narc-squad cop who suddenly decides to start sampling his contraband."
Hunter S. Thompson

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